{"id":4078,"date":"2022-07-26T10:59:16","date_gmt":"2022-07-26T10:59:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/?p=4078"},"modified":"2022-07-26T11:26:42","modified_gmt":"2022-07-26T11:26:42","slug":"bir-hikaye","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/2022\/07\/26\/bir-hikaye\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir Hikaye!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-4079\" src=\"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/0_50fce_3d57fee8_Ly-300x206.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"206\" srcset=\"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/0_50fce_3d57fee8_Ly-300x206.png 300w, https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/0_50fce_3d57fee8_Ly.png 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>1977 y\u0131l\u0131nda ilkokulu k\u00f6yde tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ortaokula okumama karar verildi. O y\u0131llarda imam Hatip okullar\u0131 yeni a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f herkes oraya \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyor. \u00c7ocuk hem dini e\u011fitimini als\u0131n hemde vatana millete faydas\u0131 olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in okusun diye. Ama k\u00f6yden okula gidenlere sordu\u011fumuzda imam hatip&#8217;in normal ortaokula g\u00f6re zor oldu\u011funu, zira arap\u00e7a Kur&#8217;an&#8217;\u0131 Kerim, yabanc\u0131 dil derken a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. Bizde etkilendik ortaokula gideriz dedik. Tabi bu karar\u0131 \u00f6\u011frencinin verecek hali yok. Ailemizin ayd\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6\u011fretmen amcam (Merhum, kay\u0131npeder) ne derse o oluyor. Babam fikir beyan etmiyor. Oda \u00e7ocuk bozulmas\u0131n diye bizi \u0130mam hatip&#8217;e yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc siyasi d\u00f6nem ne olaca\u011f\u0131 belli de\u011fil. Ben bunu duydu\u011fumda \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm ama elden ne gelir. Art\u0131k ba\u015fa gelen \u00e7ekilir dedik ve okula ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ha bu arada iyiki imam hatip&#8217;e yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Okul ba\u015flad\u0131 bar\u0131nma i\u00e7in yer laz\u0131m nere gidilecek nerede kal\u0131nacak. Babam rahmetli \u015fehir hayat\u0131n\u0131 pek bilmez. Benide amcam\u0131n evine b\u0131rakt\u0131. Bakt\u0131m ki bana bir yorgan vermi\u015fler, babam birde polyester tak\u0131m elbise alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Amcam\u0131n be\u015f \u00e7ocu\u011fu vard\u0131 birde ben oldum say\u0131 alt\u0131 oldu. Benim i\u00e7in gurbet hayat\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131. Her ak\u015fam yat\u0131nca a\u011fl\u0131yorum evden ayr\u0131 kald\u0131m diye. Ama \u00e7aresi yok okumak zorunday\u0131z. \u00c7ocukluk i\u015fte amcam ve yengem ( kay\u0131npeder, kay\u0131nvalide) beni \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 tutmuyorlar. Okulla, kom\u015fularla, evle derken hayata al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bakt\u0131m ki hayat k\u00f6yden iyi, temizlik d\u00fczen, plan,program derken her \u015fey g\u00fczel. Hafta sonlar\u0131 k\u00f6ye gidip geliyorum. Tabi yol paras\u0131n\u0131 hesap ederek y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek gidiyoruz. Arabayla gitmek istesek zaten arabada yok. Bir pikap vard\u0131 sabah erkenden gider, ak\u015fam k\u00f6ye d\u00f6nerdi. \u0130l\u00e7eye k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz 14 km. Zor oluyordu ama mecburduk.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-4081 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n-1024x681.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"715\" height=\"476\" srcset=\"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n-1024x681.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n-768x511.jpg 768w, https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n-1536x1021.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_n.jpg 1692w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 715px) 100vw, 715px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Birinci d\u00f6nem ikinci d\u00f6nem derken hem eve hemde okula uyum sa\u011flad\u0131k. Babamlarda memnunlar, annem ilk \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmam hasebiyle \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor ama ,bir taraftan oda mutlu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flunun okumas\u0131n\u0131 istiyor. Siyasetin k\u0131\u015f so\u011fu\u011fu gibi sert oldu\u011fu y\u0131llar. 11 Aral\u0131k 1977 mahalli se\u00e7imler oldu ve CHP %41 oy alarak belediyelerin \u00e7o\u011funlu\u011funu kazand\u0131.. tabi bizim il\u00e7ede de CHP kazand\u0131.\u00a0 Ancak iktidarda MC (milliyet\u00e7i cephe yani Adalet partisi. Selamet partisi ve milliyet\u00e7i hareket partisi)h\u00fck\u00fcmeti vard\u0131. CHP Mahalli se\u00e7imleri kazan\u0131nca h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kesmedi iktidar\u0131 ele ge\u00e7irmek istedi. \u0130ktidar olmak i\u00e7in her \u015fey yap\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131 yap\u0131l\u0131r. T\u00fcrk siyasi tarihine kara bir leke olarak ge\u00e7en me\u015fhur g\u00fcne\u015f motel hadisesi ya\u015fand\u0131. (Bilmeyenler l\u00fctfen Google dan baks\u0131nlar.) AP den istifa eden 11 vekilden onuna bakanl\u0131k verilerek Demirel h\u00fck\u00fcmeti gensoruyla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. H\u00fck\u00fcmet adamlar\u0131n\u0131 belirli yerlere getirmesi i\u00e7in bir \u015feyler yapmas\u0131 yani kendince atamalar yapmas\u0131 gerekiyordu. Onun i\u00e7in i\u015fe milli e\u011fitimden ba\u015flamak laz\u0131md\u0131. Bu nedenle Koalisyon h\u00fck\u00fcmetlerinde hep en b\u00fcy\u00fck pazarl\u0131k milli e\u011fitim bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerinde olurdu. Fazla beklemeden milli e\u011fitim&#8217;e m\u00fcdahale etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bilindi\u011fi \u00fczere memura siyaset yasak olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen en \u00e7ok siyaseti yapan yine \u00f6\u011fretmenler\/memurlard\u0131.\u00a0 Amcamda o d\u00f6nemde il\u00e7ede \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fc camian\u0131n fikir babalar\u0131ndan, \u00f6nde gelenlerinden idi. Yani siyasetin tam g\u00f6be\u011finde idi. Ak\u015famlar\u0131 Kap\u0131larda beklerdik, eve gelip gelmeyece\u011fi belli de\u011fildi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fclkede g\u00fcvenlik kayg\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131. Nitekim sabahleyin evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nmeyenler \u00e7ok oldu. \u00d6lenlerin hepsine Allah rahmet eylesin. O d\u00f6nemde \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fc camian\u0131n amac\u0131 kom\u00fcnizmin \u00fclkeye gelmesini engellemek ve vatana millete ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0130slami bir ya\u015fam s\u00fcrd\u00fclmesinin devam\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamakt\u0131. Bize \u00f6\u011fretilen; \u00dclk\u00fcc\u00fc demek abdestinde, namaz\u0131nda, hak ve adaletten yana olan birisi demekti. \u00dclk\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fck iman sahibi, devlete lidere ba\u011fl\u0131 birisi demekti.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>\u0130ktidar olanlar hemen kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131 tarumar ederdi. Burada en kolay olan\u0131 ise memurlard\u0131. Memuriyetten atmak zor oldu\u011funa g\u00f6re, hemen tayin yap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Yine ayn\u0131 d\u00f6nemde CHP h\u00fck\u00fcmeti taraf\u0131ndan 40 g\u00fcnde \u00f6\u011fretmen yeti\u015ftirildi. Ve Demirel&#8217;in \u015fu s\u00f6z\u00fc siyasi tarihte yerini ald\u0131. &#8220;K\u0131rk g\u00fcnde karpuz yeti\u015fmez siz \u00f6\u011fretmen yeti\u015fdirdiniz.&#8221; Nitekim beklenen oldu ve amcam\u0131 haritada dahi yerini bulamadi\u011fimiz (o zaman Pazarc\u0131k il\u00e7esine ba\u011fl\u0131 olmas\u0131 laz\u0131m.) Helete&#8217;ye (D\u00fczba\u011f) s\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Bizim il\u00e7eye yakla\u015f\u0131k 250 km. Mesafede bir yer. Su\u00e7u neydi \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fc olmakt\u0131. Alt\u0131 \u00e7ocukla d\u00fczeni bozuldu ve g\u00f6revi kutsal bilerek e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 kamyona y\u00fckleyip gitti.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Bu arada ben \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, tam okula aileye al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m derken ortada kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ortaokul ikinci s\u0131n\u0131fa ge\u00e7tim ki kalacak ev yok. Bizim k\u00f6yden bir arkada\u015fla bize \u0130ki ki\u015filik \u00f6\u011frenci evi tuttular ve orada kalmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ortaokul ikinci s\u0131n\u0131ftaki \u00f6\u011frenci yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131na ne yapabilir ama \u00e7aresi yok.(\u015fimdi o ya\u015ftaki \u00e7ocu\u011fu yaln\u0131z markete g\u00f6ndermiyorlar) Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla amcam\u0131n tayin olmas\u0131 benim i\u00e7in bir travma oldu. Fakat \u015funu da unutmamak gerekir. Bekar evinde kalmam\u0131z\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck dayana\u011f\u0131 ayn\u0131 okulda okudu\u011fumuz halam\u0131n o\u011fullar\u0131 Halil ve Mulla Akp\u0131nar idi. Mulla benimle ya\u015fda\u015f olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen Halil bize g\u00f6re biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fck dolay\u0131s\u0131yla bize g\u00fcven veriyordu. Odam\u0131z biti\u015fik bir han\u0131n \u00fczerinde idi. Han nedir derseniz k\u00f6yden \u015fehire evin ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in gelen k\u00f6yl\u00fclerin belli bir \u00fccret kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayvanlar\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerler. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc tabirle otopark diyelim. Hatta han\u0131n \u00fczerinde sahibinin yatmas\u0131 i\u00e7in yerlerde olurdu. Ben hep Helete&#8217;yi hep k\u00f6t\u00fc hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Ama bir taraftan da merak ettim. Ayr\u0131ca e\u015fimde ilkokulu orada okudu\u011fu i\u00e7in o da merak ediyordu. Bir g\u00fcn gidip g\u00f6rece\u011fiz dedik. Kay\u0131nvalidede bizimle beraber k\u00f6ye ilk defa gidecek.\u00a0 Bug\u00fcne kadar bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc nasip olmad\u0131. Demek ki g\u00f6rmek Helete&#8217;yi g\u00f6rmek bug\u00fcne nasip imi\u015f nihayet geldim ve g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hikaye bu kadar. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z dan ders almakta fayda var. Allah&#8217;a emanet olunuz. Allah bizlere\/ milletimize daha k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00fcnler g\u00f6stermesin.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Kerem AKPINAR<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1977 y\u0131l\u0131nda ilkokulu k\u00f6yde tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ortaokula okumama karar verildi. O y\u0131llarda imam Hatip okullar\u0131 yeni a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f herkes oraya \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyor. \u00c7ocuk hem dini e\u011fitimini<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":4080,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,7,5,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset-haber","category-turk-sevin","category-yazar","category-yoremizden"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/263802879_5204098396280932_1635285622464299462_ny.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4078"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4078\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4083,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4078\/revisions\/4083"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4080"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/afsinyedisevin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}